as the heading goes, im feeling very grrr. . .
so, i like a guy. my mind says its obsession, but i dont want to admit that to myself. . . im hurt, cuz he has no prob swearing me, an telling me my every fault. . . and he said he really likes me, then the next day saya there someone else. . . ouch!!! and she in anada town an he never sees her. . . argh!!!

next prob. new girl, been here 2 semesters. sad an lonely, hides it from crowds with attitude, but cries alot. . . i feel 4 her, but its hard. . . i am swimming aptain, right? yeah, she running 4 that, wants to do drama, does music, 2 extra subjects, did 12 eisteddforsa, was in the paper, works at the tuckshop, has full colours (high achievement), does singing, performed a monologue at assembly, and shes just so perfect!!! how can i compete with pure perfection!!!

buuuuut. . . im gonna keep on smiling. . . im off skool tomorrow, il work on my art then, il update later. . . love u all